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Let's Get Back To Work
Who| Tadashi and you!
What| Trying to learn not to light everything on fire
Where| Training gym
When| After diplomacy/disaster mission
Warnings/Notes| PTSD, pyrophobia, will update as necessary
You'd think a guy who was as afraid of his own powers as Tadashi clearly was wouldn't be experimenting with them outside of training. But for all that he'd spent their training sessions thus far failing to control the flames he generated, there he was, sitting cross-legged and concentrating on a target less than a foot away from him.
It did explain, however, why he was dripping wet and the target was in the middle of the pool. Legion flight rings meant never having to balance on a floatie while trying not to have flashbacks to being trapped in a burning building.
"Okay," he muttered under his breath, dialing down the juice on his power suppressor and extending his hand toward the target. "Test thirty-seven. Let's not dump ourselves in the water this time."
What| Trying to learn not to light everything on fire
Where| Training gym
When| After diplomacy/disaster mission
Warnings/Notes| PTSD, pyrophobia, will update as necessary
You'd think a guy who was as afraid of his own powers as Tadashi clearly was wouldn't be experimenting with them outside of training. But for all that he'd spent their training sessions thus far failing to control the flames he generated, there he was, sitting cross-legged and concentrating on a target less than a foot away from him.
It did explain, however, why he was dripping wet and the target was in the middle of the pool. Legion flight rings meant never having to balance on a floatie while trying not to have flashbacks to being trapped in a burning building.
"Okay," he muttered under his breath, dialing down the juice on his power suppressor and extending his hand toward the target. "Test thirty-seven. Let's not dump ourselves in the water this time."
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That meant that if he was actually going to get better at anything (and theoretically improve his odds of not dying when he did have to do things) he was going to have to work by himself. It was a pain in the ass and he hated it, but the not-dying bit really was important.
He was trying to slink into the gym at a time it was usually unoccupied, but there was the kid with the fire powers hovering over the pool. There went that.
But it did give him another idea of something to do.
Grif crept up to the poolside behind him and then-
"HEY TADASHI!"
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"Grif!" he shouted back, furiously dialing his power dampeners back up as his pulse jack hammered in his ears. "Don't do that!"
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"Oh my god dude you should see your face!" he managed to choke out as he caught his breath.
That could have gone very, very badly, but Grif didn't think about it. "Grif didn't think" covered a lot of situations in his life up to this point.
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"It was so worth it," he insisted. "And hey, I'm fast, I'm pretty sure I would've been fine." He shrugged in a gesture that was pure humblebrag.
"How's the whole fire powers thing going? You know, without me scaring the crap out of you."
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"It's going, I guess. Not anywhere fast, but progress takes time and experimentation. And, unfortunately, 'fire powers' isn't something that can be helped by talking to a rubber duck."
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Grif was absolutely sure he could figure out the vibrating-your-molecules-so-fast-you-can-run-through-a-wall trick.
He was also absolutely sure that, on the off chance he was wrong, he would rather die than have anyone see the attempt.
"What's got you so nervous about the fire thing, anyway?" he asked. It seemed like Tadashi was having a bit more trouble than most of the rest. Why?
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"Before I showed up in this universe -- literally right before, last-thing-I-remember right before -- I was inside a burning building," he explained, trying to keep his voice steady. He looked away to the side, not really wanting to see Grif's reaction. "I wasn't going to be getting out of there."
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Grif was all for giving people shit. It was one of his more important talents. But Tadashi hadn't actually done anything to him and so far it seemed unlikely that he was going to. He also wasn't trying to be cool about this.
Somehow, Grif couldn't quite kick him while he was down.
This place and all its surprisingly decent people was really, really starting to get to him.
"That's rough, buddy," he managed.
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"Yeah, it kind of is," he agreed wryly. "It was pretty stupid, too. I should have thought the whole thing through better, but..."
Well, he'd ended up trapped in a burning building. Obviously there hadn't been a lot of "thinking it through" going on.
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...Not that he was coming in here for any reason when he thought the training room was empty, no not at all.
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It was awfully easy to get lost in the distractions of more amazing scientific and technological discoveries than he could shake a stick at, but no ninja worth his training would let things slide by only doing what was easy. And anyway, the longer Donatello put off getting in some daily training, the more he could almost hear Leo's voice in the back of his head, nagging at him to keep his conditioning up and be ready for anything.
(That actually made putting it off a little tempting, because he missed hearing any of his brothers' voices, but Leo was a lot more fun when he was being a brother and not being a mother hen.)
He didn't really expect the gym to be empty - it was a fairly reasonable hour, after all. On the other hand, he didn't see many workouts that entailed getting in the pool without changing to a swimsuit first. So he paused for a moment on his way to find a corner to stake out for himself, leaning on his staff to watch. "You sure you're dressed for the occasion?"
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He lowered his hand and dialed the power back up on his suppressor, before turning to the other Legionnaire. "But if you need to use the pool, I can clear out."
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You tended not to pay much attention when you didn't actually wear any.
To the question, he shook his head. "Nah, I'm just here to stake out a corner and work on my forms. And even I weren't, I get the feeling you probably need the pool more anyway." People generally didn't get wet for the hell of it; it wasn't hard to guess that there was something more specific Tadashi was trying to get out of this than a few laps of freestyle.
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He shrugged, rubbing the back of his neck. "It's not technically how the pool's meant to be used, but it seems like it's probably the best way to work on controlling my powers without tearing up part of the habitat deck."
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As for the rest - well. "Lots of things are good for more than what they're meant for. If it works, I'd say go for it."
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He chuckled at Donnie's response to the rest of it. "Yeah, I've always been a big fan of solving problems by looking at it from another angle. Though I've gotten a little spoiled since I started college being able to build my solutions from the ground up."
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He knew what this was.
He'd been there himself, terrified of his own powers. Mind you, his powers were the type that could crush planets, but he still understood what this was.
"Dipping your toes in doesn't usually work, you know. Baby steps sure, but you can't control powers unless you commit." He tapped his temple. "There's something that has to go on here and it's not the kind of thing that can go on while you're being all timid over a swimming pool. That's not the way to go."
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That didn't make the interruption easier to handle, though.
"I appreciate the input," he answered. "But I'm already working with Dr. Ry'kerr to effect that change. In the meantime, I feel a more secure using my powers when, unless something goes spectacularly wrong, the fire will put itself out if it gets too big."
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A pause.
"I could give you some pointers, too, if you'd like," said Rich. "There was a time I was terrified of my powers. For years and years, I had only a sliver of the Nova Force, the source of my power. But then, during the war I fought in, I wound up with all of it. Every single bit of the Nova Force. I felt like a walking atom bomb -- like doing the tiniest thing wrong could cause a disaster. There was just that much of it to control."
He gave Tadashi a thoughtful look.
"I know what it feels like to be afraid of yourself and of going out of control. I also know what it takes to learn to control it. My power burns like pyrokinesis, even if it's got some gravimetrics to it, too."
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He ran a hand back through his hair and then smoothed it back down.
"I'd appreciate any tips you can give me," he said, picking his words carefully, "but it's not the...the size of the power-pool available to me that's the problem. It's the power itself." He took a deep breath through his nose, pressing his lips together and his tongue to the roof of his mouth. "I'm really just not all that good of friends with fire at this point in my life."
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He wanted to see if it was the same core problem.
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At least Nick thought he was a kid. As in a college age one. Not a kid kid.
He was still trying to figure out how these people's faces worked and what they meant as far as age went. He could figure out gender because some of the features and clothing styles were similar, but he didn't really know the full scale these humans grew at. What was their max height? He assumed it was pretty tall, judging from a few of the people he'd seen, but he didn't know how tall. Did they all get Chief Bogo tall, for instance? Rhino tall? Elephant tall? If they got elephant tall, was this one just a young teenager and not a twenty-something?
He still had no clue.
Nick floated there at the edge of the pool, looking over at Tadashi through eyes that were covered by sunglasses.
Tadashi wasn't the only one having trouble controlling his powers.
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And Tadashi was kind of regretting all the anatomy knowledge he'd picked up building Baymax because now he was wondering things about fox-guy's skeletal structure that would be weird to bring up during their first conversation. Why couldn't he have gotten Baymax powers instead of this mess?
"Hi, I don't think we've really met. Tadashi Hamada, reluctant pyrokinetic."
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He seriously didn't want to be here. At all. He didn't want to be a superhero. He didn't want his stupid powers. He didn't want any of this.
But he was here and Judy was dead set on helping these people, and if he was honest with himself, he'd feel wrong turning them down, too.
Seeing that some of them were like this only added to that. Here was this poor guy trying to learn to control powers he didn't know how to use to try to help out. It felt wrong to leave people like this to the saving the universe thing without helping.
"You're not the only one having trouble with the powers, kid," he said, trying to show some solidarity. He tapped his sunglasses. "That's why I have to wear these."
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Rather than head for one of the sandbags or harassing one of the other gym-goers to join her in the boxing ring, Videl wandered over to the poolside. She placed her hands on her hips, watching for a minute to see what this guy would do.
"If you're not trying to get wet, there are much better places to float than above the pool," she offered unhelpfully, though Tadashi clearly hadn't addressed her.
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"True," he agreed, "but there aren't very many other places that I can think of where, if the fire I generate gets out of my control, it will immediately put itself out."
Hence the pool, and why his uniform was soaked through.
"Did you need to use the pool? I can cut this short if you do."
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She shifted her weight from one leg to the other. "I get what you're going for here, but wouldn't all the water make it a little hard to make any fire in the first place?" She quirked an eyebrow. "If you have a lighter in your pocket, it's not going to be making any fire if its as drenched as you are."
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He tapped the wide cuff on his right forearm with the index finger of his left hand.
"Brainiac 5 made me a power suppressor because I kept accidentally lighting things on fire. I'm still figuring out how to control it. So: experimentation in the pool."
Perfectly respectable logic.
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Awestruck by the idea of creating fire from nothing, Videl only half-heard what Tadashi said about the power suppressor and his lack of control.
"How does it work? Show me."
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He sighed. "If you really want a demonstration, I'm going to have to ask you to step back and be quiet. I really don't want to accidentally hurt you."
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It was clear by his explanation that his power was heavily influenced by his mental state. While this was true of most any ability to some extent or another, it sounded more like the fire and his emotions were directly connected in a way that Videl's powers were not. Videl's ability to dodge effectively required concentration, but emotional distress didn't make her suddenly run up a building.
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He could do this. The fire wasn't going to hurt him. He could control it. He could--
FWOOMP!
--He could completely destroy the target by engulfing it in flame. Sarcastic yay.
"Not exactly what I was going for," he muttered under his breath.
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"That's amazing!"
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She looking the show that was going on in the pool. Something about fire and... That was about as much as she'd learned from her spot up there.
"So... what exactly is this supposed to do?" Gwen said.
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"Prevent me from lighting anything besides the target on fire, mostly," he said, looking back down and dialing the power back up until he was sure he wasn't dangerous to talk to for the moment. "Because I think everyone would prefer that I get better at that before I go out in the field."
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"Go for it, dude." Don't mind her, she's just going to keep on watching from her spot on the ceiling.
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He took a deep breath, resisting the urge to close his eyes as he centered himself. With his power dampener dialed down, he felt way too much like he was holding a gun. Or, more realistically, a flame thrower. It wasn't something he really trusted himself to do yet without keeping his eyes on the target.
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Yeah, food sounded good. Maybe after this!
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went the floating target as it was completely engulfed in flame and almost immediately extinguished himself in the pool. Tadashi flinched back but, this time, not so hard than he tumbled into the pool.
"O-kay," he said, dialing the suppression back up. "That was not what I was going for. I was going for...not immediate-annihilation."
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"Yeah that... definitely looks pretty annihilated to me. Uh... give it another try?"
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"I don't think it's a matter of my powers only having two settings, 'off' and 'on'," he said, retrieving another target and tossing it out into the pool. "Otherwise I'd have already immolated myself. It's purely psychological and a pain in my butt."