"Why in the fuck are you so invested?!" He's allowed to be done, isn't he? He's allowed to try and save face our dignity or what the fuck ever it is that had his stomach clenching at the idea of doing this fucking dance all over again.

"Why do you get to want to be done with your shit, but not me? I'm done. Let me be done." Not a damn thing is gonna be gained by throwing himself in the altar of bad choices yet again.